***
In our defense, we didn’t know they were zombies until it
was too late and by then, they had us surrounded. We thought their voices in
the dark were honest cries for help in the beginning; lost survivors like we
had once been, huddled together around small fires at night and searching for
salvation by day. We figured they were so desperate for food they risked the drawing
the attention of the drooling ghouls that lurked in the darkness so we sent out
a search party.
I knew it was a bad idea, but no one ever listened to me.
When the echo of their calls drifted into my ears I knew the tone was not to be
trusted. For the first time in my life I had to crawl out of my shell and
expose the real twists and turns of my crazy mind to people that I wasn’t so
sure could handle the truth. They all rejected me; put me in a little place
where I couldn’t be seen so I wouldn’t be constant reminder of their inevitable
failure. They didn’t have to lock the door.
And you could have let me out! I begged you not to go with
them, begged you to sneak swiftly through the trees and away from what I now
realize was a convoluted bag of ideals and hierarchies. Why did you not choose
my side? Why didn’t you believe you me? Why couldn’t you see through the veil
that had been placed over your eyes by the drooling ghouls that lurked in the
darkness? Why didn’t you at least kiss me one last time before walking out of
the door to your ultimate doom?
***
Adventure? Excitement? A Jedi craves not these things.
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